Supreme Court Justice Sonia Sotomayor.Photo:JACQUELYN MARTIN/POOL/AFP via Getty

Supreme Court Justice Sonia Sotomayor speaks during a service for retired Supreme Court Justice Sandra Day O’Connor in the Great Hall at the Supreme Court in Washington, DC, on December 18, 2023.

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“I live in frustration… every loss truly traumatizes me, in my stomach and in my heart,” Sotomayor said at aUniversity of California, Berkeley School of Law eventon Monday. “But I have to get up the next morning and keep on fighting.”

Sotomayor has previously voiced concerns about the currentRoberts Court, including a“growing” worry that separation of church and statehas been disregarded since PresidentDonald Trumpappointed conservative justicesNeil Gorsuch,Brett KavanaughandAmy Coney Barrett.

Last year, she wrote ascathing dissenton the court’s landmark ruling on LGBTQ discrimination case303 Creative LLC v. Elenis, which ruled that a Christian web designer should not be required to design wedding websites for same-sex clients.

In the dissenting opinion, Sotomayor called the modern targeting of LGBTQ people “heartbreaking,” and passionately wrote about the negative impact her colleagues' decision will have.

“Time and again, businesses and other commercial entities have claimed constitutional rights to discriminate,” Sotomayor wrote. “And time and again, this Court has courageously stood up to those claims—until today. Today, the Court shrinks.”

Sonia Sotomayor, bottom left, poses for a group photo with the current Supreme Court.OLIVIER DOULIERY/AFP via Getty

Justices of the US Supreme Court pose for their official photo at the Supreme Court in Washington, DC on October 7, 2022. - (Seated from left) Associate Justice Sonia Sotomayor, Associate Justice Clarence Thomas, Chief Justice John Roberts, Associate Justice Samuel Alito and Associate Justice Elena Kagan, (Standing behind from left) Associate Justice Amy Coney Barrett, Associate Justice Neil Gorsuch, Associate Justice Brett Kavanaugh and Associate Justice Ketanji Brown Jackson.

While acknowledging that her hands are often tied with the court’s conservative supermajority on Monday, Sotomayor still noted that “change happens because people care about moving the arc of the universe toward justice, and it can take time and it can take frustration.”

She added that when she writes her dissents — knowing she’s on the losing side of the argument in the present moment — she aims to write them “for the future, and probably for a different culture.”

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As Sotomayor has said before, she’s still open to working with the conservative justices and looks to share moments of civility with her ideological foes to “lower the temperature.” JusticeClarence Thomas, she explained as an example, should get praise for being the only justice who remembers “the name of every employee on the Supreme Court.”

source: people.com